I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sad this morning when Alise left for her first day of her junior year. Every. single. day. I have taken Baby Girl to school. She started a wee school when she was one. She went to a private Catholic school when she was three and we started the school she now attends at age four. Some of our best mother/daughter moments were in the car on the way to school. And some of our not-so-great mother/daughter moments. When she was a baby, we would look for ducks or horses on the way to school. We would pass the manger scene at a local church and talk about baby Jesus. And during all those early years, and probably not until eighth grade, I never thought about the day when she would finally be old enough to drive herself to school. I was oblivious.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't video her leaving and then shoot the video to Wayne, who said she was driving too fast. Spoken like a true dad.
I'd be lying if I said I didn't give her my credit card to buy school supplies on her own. One chore that I did NOT mind giving up! There's just not anything fun about buying binders and loose-leaf paper. Alise could stand in front of a wall of binders all day!
When Alise was younger, I would go to her school's peprallys with her and on Friday nights, we would go as a family to watch the home football games and she was just so mesmerized by the "older" kids. All the cheerleaders, the drumline, etc. and when they would speak to her, she would just melt. I reminded her earlier this week that now, SHE'S the big kid. And again, it's a scenario that I never thought about her being in. A friend of mine told me that her daughter was very nervous about making the transition to middle school so I told Alise to make a point to say hi and keep a check on her. Middle school memories are not as kind.
Two years. We have two years left with Baby Girl and I feel like I have SO much to cram into this short time. But then, there's a part of me that doesn't want to cram, doesn't want to even think about it. I just want to enjoy my front row seat.
Kindergarten, August 2010







